Tian Tian Hao Tian (Acoustic Cover).wmv

Faith the dog

        Is been a while did not update the blog, I recently read about an article about Faith the dog which I was very motivated by this adorable creature :) Faith (the dog's name) was born with 3 legs - 2 healthy hind legs and 1 abnormal front leg which needed to be amputated. Of course it couldn't walk as normal dogs suppose to walk with 4 legs but eventually due to the determination and faith of it's owner and itself, it finally manage to walk even with two legs, how inspiring! In life there are always undesirable things. Perhaps a person who feels things are not going as well as they could will feel better if they change their point of view and see things from another perspecive. Life is the continual demonstration of the power of thinking positive and having faith. Never lose faith.
        Few days back, my family and I lost our beloved dog - Patches. Though sad but we never regret that we take care of it like one of our family. I will miss it now and then, I was happy that I had sweet memories spending time with it. The only thing I regret was that I was not there when it leaving. Farewell, my friend! :)

                                          Faith was following his owner

                                              Beloved Patches   :)

不要离开

昨天是受难节。今年对受难节没有什么很深的感受，甚至觉得只不过进行一个普通的仪式... ...
星期四晚上出席了设圣餐崇拜，也就是最后晚餐崇拜。那天晚上没有预备好自己去，自己因为刚考完了第一阶段的考试，还很开心地看了整个下午的戏，完全没有预备好迎接今年的受难节。

在崇拜中，没有心灵和诚实真正的敬拜，牧师说立，我立；牧师说请坐，我就坐。心完全没有真正地停下来。在信息分享的时候也没专心听讲，心想：这些我都听过了，我都知道了。整个晚上的崇拜对我来说就好像普通的崇拜。

昨天是受难节。我专心在自己的练琴上、娱乐上，一点也没有想参加受难节讲座会。甚至连朋友问起有没有去，也只是笑笑地说没有。当知道朋友也没去的时候，心里也想也有人不想去，所以我可以偷懒不去一次。今年受难节，很很... ...普通。

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直到今天，我找回沉淀在心底的感动。
那是一个video，一个诗班的video。
“不要离开，不要离开... ...”，唤起那已被麻木的心。看见以前自己决心读音乐系的祷告；看见自己勇敢地说出：“上帝，我愿献上。”；看见自己将来在音乐上服事。原来心已经远离了上帝，但自己却不认真看待这样的自己，也没有勇气去面对这样的自己。

“不要离开，不要离开.... ...”就好似上帝对我说：“孩子，你在哪里？”
就好像伊甸园里的亚当和夏娃一样：“亚当，我儿呀，你在哪里？”。他知道罪正侵蚀我的心，使我远离，及时地呼叫了我。看着十架上的钉痕，我发现，昨天的自己没有感觉如同兵丁一般，鞭打耶稣，用钉子将他钉上那十架。但是，罪恶却从我身上，转移到他身上。全部的罪使他沉溺其中，看到这样的画面有多令我震惊!

懒惰，是我生活中的借口，也是我心中最该对付的罪恶。
今晚在许久没拿出来的祷告书上写上这样的祷告：
上帝，若我遭遇的一切是你的计划，求你装备我。我认真、诚恳地祈求，并答应殷勤不懒惰，尽力学习!阿门。

靠自己不能脱离罪恶，我再加上了一句：求主帮助，挪去我心中的顽固、不顺服。
这样的祷告，我把它写下，也让它成为我心中的提醒。

*父神，谢谢你的爱，承担我的罪，成为挂在十架上的羔羊。不为什么，只是因为爱我，不愿我沉沦。求指教我体贴你的心肠，忠心持守直前通往。*

Rise And Rise Again Until Lambs Become Lions!

Everytime when i feel like giving up or sometimes i feel like everything i do is so worthless, tiring and doing the same thing all over and over again-i remember a quote which inspire me and key in deeply inside my mind, that is: rise and rise again until lambs become lions....it means never give up for the cause of liberty, never, ever, give up.Rise and rise again, until the docile lambs become conquering lions. I like this quote very much and its from the Russell Crowe, Ridley Scott movie Robin of the Hood, and this quote was a transforming saying that Robin Longstride, a.k.a Robin of the Hood, learned as a boy and remebered as a man. Thinking very hard, i realise that actually doing same thing over and over did helping myself to improve (if you do the same thing in different way and different view), i am sure you will learn a lot. While the process is very hard, but in the end i am absolutely, truly, completely knowing that the process is helping you in future; hone you to become a better person and getting you ready for the battle. Keep telling myself: yea it is hard, tiring and bored but think for the result then you are able to proceed..rise...rise...and...rise again...dun give up! there is a great things awaits you...

Like a long run, reaching a destination gives you a great satisfaction which cannot be replace by anything, the feeling is far more happier, relax than any other entertainment. Life is the same too. Everything starts in a hard way and ends with a satisfaction if you manage to go through the process. This quote had inspire me a lot and therefore i would like to share it.. :)

A Journey In My Life~

I finally made it for running 3000m in my entire life! I did it! The thing i had learn from this running experience is that...3000m is just a tiny little part of your life compare to the journey of your entire life. It may be tired, exhausted or perhaps you are about to giving up..but please do remember : never give up! Once you give up, your whole life gone, lost and you seeking something blindly. As God never give up on us, we should do the same. Jesus 'run' his whole life as a human just for one purpose: die for us to cleanse our sin! So we should live for him and live like him in order to honour and glorify His name...Thats about it (the thing i want to share) :)

"Sometimes" we think we very different until we think Other people are so plain in color..

But**

But yet if you accept we are different and get over it , there's full of color :)

And Yes we are different ,because God had save us :)

A True Story and True Fact!

An American man in US found out that most of his organ in his body and fail to function (Necrosis) and doctor offer him 2 choices: (1) Find a fresh organs from a living human body perhaps before his/her last breath, you can transplant and alive. (2) Back to home and spend your last few moments. As we all know, choice (1) is hardly may acheive. So he loosing his hope in survival and feels extremely sad, he pray so hard to God day and night after that. When he is completely giving up and waiting for his arrival of death, suddenly a phone call from hospital asking him whether he whether still want to transplant the new organs and come to hospital right away for the operation. In this moment, his hope arise and feels comfort that finally God had answer his prayer. A girl met an accident who cant be rescue anymore had approve to transplant her organs to this man by her parents. And so due to her death, he gain his new life and her organs fit and function perfectly for him.
Like Jesus Christ, we as sinners are completely rotten and one must die so that we can get our new life. Therefore, due to His death, we are now gaining the new life.